Birthing pains.

In all honesty, am at a loss white to write here. You know how writing has an exact similitude to giving birth? You feel the excitement of a new life and yet there's a certain kind of anguish because of the pain. I'd like to believe that something beautiful comes out after these initial stages.

All I am certain is that I need a new breathing space for my capricious mind and heart to put things in order. The other blog's doing fine. Yet I simply can't contain everything in there. I want to unleash more of my creative side, to be whimsical, to let loose the words contained deep within, to let go of my inner self so it can be an instrument in realizing what is known to many as the 'higher self'. My higher self, in this case.